Start something new today. First, it will feel stupid, futile, impossible. Then it will feel hard, uncomfortable. Then you will only feel alive when you’re doing it. Then doing it will bring you freedom. You went through these phases as you learned to feed yourself, crawl, walk, run, ride a bike, ski, play an instrument, sing, speak, write, compose, play sports, be a good spouse, be a good parent, sell, code, design, draw, juggle, tell jokes, juggle, ride a unicycle, build a business.